yesteday went jamming at edwins place with art and art's friend pamela... all of them are so good and walking so close to their own goals and purpose in life... and they were so good when jamming... i was the weakest link and i didn't really feel good about it... good la... all these kind of jamming session and fellowship can make me think about my future... and really thru all these ppl that i can really learn... i was lousy... i didn't noe when to go in for almost all the songs... lol..then God reminded me of the potter and the clay... i m juz like a clay waiting to be use by God... waiting to be put into the furnace... the story goes something like this... "God is our potter and we are his clay... each 1 of us has a purpose in our life... we the clay is being moulded and shape into the 'best pot'... and we will always struggle and hot air will raise and bubbles will form causing it to crack... aiya... to cut story short... eh... but wat God reminded me is the process when u have to wait to be put into the furnace... u are left on the shelf... this is call the "waiting period" i think i am in this stage for awhile le... time for me to move on... but sometimes when we wanna step out for God... things will be in the way... for example finance... and relationship problems.... FOCUS!!!! i will shine for God